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Happy 2 Month Birthday Baby Girl!! Today on 7-7, it is our precious daughter's 2 month birthday. Unfortunately there will be no pictures with her...wearing a "2 Months Old" onesie or holding a sign that says "2 Months Old" or with her sitting next to a stuffed animal we would take pictures with on the 7th of the next 10 months or with her laying in a laundry basket to see how much she grows every month. No, not able to do this. Thinking about things like this I will miss is hard. I really do ok in general each day when I focus on the things I am working on...when I keep my focus looking forward--not looking back at what I am missing. Today as I started my first full week (3 days for me) back to work, I really did great.--Tired now and earlier near the end of my work day, but otherwise I did well. I am feeling the strength from your prayers and I know my Father and my angel in heaven are looking out for me. So thankful for this. I would love to see the party in heaven today. Maybe Avelyn is still wearing a "2 Months Old" onesie, only with holes in the back for her angel wings. :) And she is celebrating with my Grandma Mary in heaven who flew there just over a year ago and has a birthday tomorrow. Quite a party it is, I'm sure. :)
Love you baby girl and miss you more than you know. Heard one of your songs--'Overcomer'--today on my way home from work and it immediately made me cry as I remembered singing it to you so many times. As this song gave me peace while I was unable to be with you at night at the hospital, it still gives me peace now--every day--to know that "God is holding you right now." Love & Hugs to you! Have fun celebrating in heaven. :)
And for those of you who have little ones, live it up. Party hard with them here on earth. Take those monthly pictures as they grow and enjoy every moment. LOVE on them like never before...
Happy 2 Month Birthday Baby Girl!! Today on 7-7, it is our precious daughter's 2 month birthday. Unfortunately there will be no pictures with her...wearing a "2 Months Old" onesie or holding a sign that says "2 Months Old" or with her sitting next to a stuffed animal we would take pictures with on the 7th of the next 10 months or with her laying in a laundry basket to see how much she grows every month. No, not able to do this. Thinking about things like this I will miss is hard. I really do ok in general each day when I focus on the things I am working on...when I keep my focus looking forward--not looking back at what I am missing. Today as I started my first full week (3 days for me) back to work, I really did great.--Tired now and earlier near the end of my work day, but otherwise I did well. I am feeling the strength from your prayers and I know my Father and my angel in heaven are looking out for me. So thankful for this. I would love to see the party in heaven today. Maybe Avelyn is still wearing a "2 Months Old" onesie, only with holes in the back for her angel wings. :) And she is celebrating with my Grandma Mary in heaven who flew there just over a year ago and has a birthday tomorrow. Quite a party it is, I'm sure. :)
Love you baby girl and miss you more than you know. Heard one of your songs--'Overcomer'--today on my way home from work and it immediately made me cry as I remembered singing it to you so many times. As this song gave me peace while I was unable to be with you at night at the hospital, it still gives me peace now--every day--to know that "God is holding you right now." Love & Hugs to you! Have fun celebrating in heaven. :)
And for those of you who have little ones, live it up. Party hard with them here on earth. Take those monthly pictures as they grow and enjoy every moment. LOVE on them like never before...